Faded Pictures 07.03.
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Well, I finally figured out Tumblr thankfully, but I will blog about that in another post. Thanks to my good friend
Above is a song called, Faded Pictures by Case featuring Joe Thomas. To me, its a lot of early 90’s and 00’s singers that are underrated by these new heads in the R&B game. Yeah its a few good other artist but they’re aren’t as good as Jagged Edge, Latif, Calvin Richardson, Keith Sweat, Ginuwine, Case, Joe, Tyrese, No Question, Playas…etc., this list can go on and on. My point in writing this blog has to do cope with another side of my life, my personal life. Here it goes.
Now, I feel comfortable talking about this for the first time. I was 13 years old when this happened to me, to be exact, one week from my birthday. My age now is 19, and when I turned 17 or 18, I finally was fully over what had happened to me in my past. No, I didn’t go throughout life taking what he did and took it out on other people. This other guy walked in my life, made it feel safe to love again, and I thank him for that (love of my life). When I was thirteen, I was abused by someone who at the time I loved. Not only that, he also raped me. I really don’t know if he really did or not until this day because….well….that’s a different story. If you would like to know, just ask me, I’ll be willingly to explain. The sad part is, one day, when he had called himself breaking up with me, his father watched as he put his hands on me. I was at lost for thought, because everything was happening very fast and my reactions was very slow. At that time, I really didn’t know how to react. Do I wish I could go back and beat the living day lights out of him? No, because life isn’t about revenge, I’ll let God handle that part. I’m just summing all of this up because its nothing really to talk about, its long gone in the past, and that’s where it would stay. Every since this chaos, I had to raise myself for better choices, be smart on how I choose a man and what do I honestly look for in a guy, etc. I refuse to let this happen to me again or be treated less than what I’m worth to be treated.
As times goes on though, I must say its hard to like or for me to even love the opposite sex. So, if I ever told you I like you, which barley even happens, rarely, just know you can take advantage of that, or let it sit in and choose your path. As of today, I’m single, been for awhile. Until that person walks in my life and change that. Peace. I’m sleepy ya’ll sorry. I’ll add more later.